Jesus came to give the world a dire warning that Hell was real, to try and avoid it, and went to great strides to insure us from having to go there, and, instead, to go to Heaven. Sure, as an initial matter, someone's motive for becoming a Christian is fear, just like a number of other different motives, but, once that Holy Spirit enters you, you'll start seeing things through a whole different perspective. You feel saved and rescued. You want to please God, have reverence, and respect for God. It's more to it, because it's real and alive; you're communicating with God through Jesus and the Holy Spirit, and God is understanding you; it becomes a lot about communication and understanding.
Before Jesus, we had the world of the Gentiles and, before that, the world before the Flood, and, we see how that one went for them; the concept of at least an afterlife was there by the time of Abraham, as God tells Jacob that they're going with their ancient ancestors, upon the moment of his death. It's just a fact of reality, not something being used to spook people; it's a warning. It's a special gift to be warned away from something that's going to be so eternally dire for you by simply avoiding, refusing, or seeking an excuse to not do something so easy as following John 3 and Romans 10:5-10 to get your eternal salvation. Here, you have to separate the message from just any person professing to be a leader in the Church from that of what is taught in the New Testament, and using that as an excuse for yourself, when God is giving you so much precious time of a life to avoid eternal damnation; once there, your excuses are understood and factored into the equation of your specific Judgment; this is what I sense, unsaved people either looking for an excuse, often willfully, or just profound willful ignorance, really, all for the same reasons; pretending to be so believing of the dogma of many people in science as a fact is just an excuse from seeking to learn better and that there is more to it. It's just really preposterous to seriously think the world's largest population of people aren't adult enough (and have quite a few intellectuals in their own right) to know that a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow isn't a real concept, and you are somehow apart of a small enlightened population segment who is able to discern better; maybe, it's that concept of feeling gifted and separated from everyone else; but, when God is involved, He'll bring you to places in life that will allow you to become mature, an adult, and to learn better, as many people enter old age still having not reached this level of maturity, usually, due to financial privilege and not having a struggle to go through to make you look for a vehicle to get help.
In my case, I think it also is rooted in a sense of scientific curiosity, too, as a means of understanding God, Christianity, the Bible, and the afterlife; it just shifted some, from traditional science to a science of understanding God; and God is helping along the way; God isn't just a concept to be studied, provided God has allowed a real connection for you; God just lead me to a YouTube video concerning new developments in studying a departing soul; this helps me gain a sense of peace; I want to fulfill my God given mission; now that I've been rescued, I feel that it is very important that I help as many people as possible receive their rescue, mostly for the love of God; for genuine Christians, it's not about the fear of God but the love of God, which then leads to the respect and reverence that God is entitled to receive; God is the complete opposite of a dictator, which is fear inducing.
Whenever I let God down, in the form of His Holy Spirit, by even my perception of having backslidden, I feel a sense of disappointment and guilt, sometimes, debilitating guilt, and then I feel comforted, when the Holy Spirit sends me that sense of having been forgiven, after I've confessed my sins; you feel good that God will be there to forgive you; but, despite even this, I have to fight off procrastination; I'm beginning to understand, now, that this might literally be close to a type of mental handicap for me that I have to rehabilitate myself from; I've known this for a while now.
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