@lunahawk:
He cocked his head at the reply. He'd heard of similar ones before. One did when they went looking for it. Of course it also ranged from "It's natural" to "Because God hates it."
"There are so many other ways of doing it. For me, and a lot of people I've met like friends and family, we never did the photo editing. We did some of the most ridiculous looking things and posted them on whatever media we had just because someone might find it funny. We expressed ourselves plenty, but we also restrained ourselves. Going nude on a photo and expressing oneself are two entirely different things. A stripper gets nude, but doesn't necessarily express themselves. I understand your logic behind it, but I also disagree. If I were to stand nude on a photo without editing then I wouldn't be expressing myself. I'd just be going nude on a photo without editing. I know, in this corrupted age, people find perfection in flesh something they must achieve. It's because they're lacking something. They're unorginized, without purpose. Or they feel that way. I never did because I was always a Catholic. I didn't care that my back was screwy so I couldn't match the other kids at certain physical things. I tried to, but that was to reach my potential. I pushed myself only for the push itself. To hurt myself. If anyone thinks the flesh is something that needs to be perfect, they should find a purpose. You say she killed herself, this may sound harsh but I blame who brought her up. They did it without a purpose, they allowed her to believe the flesh was something that needed to be perfect."
He shook his head and rubbied his left hand through it before fixing his hair.
"The world is in a state of chaotic, whatever I want, I must be perfect, state. They forget history. I don't compromise on being a Catholic. But people need a purpose. And until the public finds one all you're doing is encouraging sex for some of them. You say you get plenty of letters about how wonderful you are because you don't care what people think. But everyone forgets, to a sexual nature, you're still attractive. And so it brings on those people who fantasize doing exactly that kind of thing with you. Not because you don't care what people think about you not being perfect, but because they are sexually attracted to you. They want you, you're not an inspiration to all of them, they want *you* as in as a sexual object."
He stopped to let it sink in. It had taken some time to get it all out. It always did in discussions like this. So many thoughts that still didn't get to come out as well.
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