In a weird way some of the words the preacher spoken a few days ago made me question if there is a God or not. I know our brains notice coincidences and try to spin it to mean something else. But I can't help but see certain bad things that happened in my life recently that brought me to my cousins, and in doing that I've made it to church. Was all those bad things meant to happen so my life would end up better?
Although I'm an Agnostic I like to believe things happen for a reason, and I like to give meaning to meaningless things. Do I believe it as divine intervention? No, not necessarily. I process coincidences as something meaningful, but I don't know I would give that credit to God, you know? I'll just do what makes me happy, and if going to church with my cousins and thinking things happen for a reason (without God) makes me happy, I'll keep doing it.
My church had a revival thing, it was really odd (few people were speaking in tongue), but it got people really excited. The atmosphere in the church was totally different than the previous times I went. I'll go into more detail in the blog above real soon.
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