This is the first time I've cried in years. For those of you who are still full of innocent bliss I will warn you now, do not read. I've just received news that the fantastic Heath Ledger has died. Shaking as I write this, with the blurs of view I am able to see with, will surely mess up me writing. But, I have to pass on this tragic information. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/22788914/?GT1=10755

Edit: This is like four hours since I posted this blog and I'm still in a puddle of tears! This is ripping me apart! The Joker's dead. It's even hard to write. It's so shocking I barely believe it while I'm writing. And the crappy thing is my mother is gone for the next few days and she's the only one who ever seems to cheer me up. Talking to her on the phone kinda helped, but this is very depressing. I don't know how I am going to cope tomorrow.