By fojtikbt 0 Comments
I can't believe how quickly this school year went by. I'm already done with Sophomore year. It was a pretty crazy year for me. I'm a really shy and quiet kid, and in March a really pretty girl sat next to me in Geometry class. She was really smart, pretty, and nice. On top of all that, it seemed like she liked me. She went out of her way to help me and to talk to me. It took me about a week to muster up the courage, but I finally asked her out on a date. She said yes and I felt amazingly good. The date went perfectly (Well, in my opinion anyways). We went to a cafe and talked for like three hours straight. It turned out that we had a bunch of stuff in common. A couple of days later I called her just to talk to her when she told me that she only liked me as a friend, and she didn't want me to get my hopes up about having a real relationship. This absolutely crushed me. I was severely depressed for almost an entire month. She never talked to me anymore and wouldn't even look at me or acknowledge me. This made me feel even worse. Then on one of the last days of school this boy that I hate came up to me and told me that she thought I was too creepy, and that was why she didn't want to go out with me anymore. I had no idea what he was talking about. Plus, how would he know how she felt about our date? Well, I've been trying not to think about her and it is super hard. I really don't know what to do. Part of me wants to message her or call her or something to tell her how terrible I feel, but I think that if I do that she will think I'm like obsessed with her or something. What should I do about this, and does anyone have any advice?