Why I frequently randomly log out

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Oh I get that he's your friend an all. It's just that when he's spouting his racist, sexist, homophobic I'm going to kill everyone nonsense 24/7, it makes me a little queezy and I can't come around. I'm weird I know, but there's more pleasant places to be.

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In fact, queezy is a little but of a reserved word. The word that accurately describes the way I feel about it is " sick ". I'm kind of sick personally of being told I'm a disease that should be eradicated by him, and having him tell me that he's going to kill me and post videos and pictures depicting that. I kind of got sick of that happening for the past year now every single time I come into this thread and he's here. I kind of got sick of watching him threaten my sisters here. I kind of got sick of watching him outright other users nigger and Uncle Tom. I got sick of watching him call people faggot, and every other derogatory word in the book over the past year. I got sick of flagging him every time to see nothing done. I got sick of watching one concerned user after another make threads and blogs about this and everyone that was as sick of it as me and including me post on them in gross detail about this, not only for nothing to be done, nor even addressed, but for the other users that post in this thread to post in those threads telling us to shut up, and defending people like him. I don't see one good reason why I shouldn't be sick and tired of it, not one. And by sick I do mean actually throwing up. There isn't one single thing that justifies this, nor has there ever been. In fact me using these words right now is against the rules, yes? But why is it that only pertains to certain users, or certain users on other users, like say me pointing out and quoting another?

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I'm in no position to make rules and judgements on this site, but I am to notice things and have an honest opinion about them, and after seeing this kind of thing go on increasingly over a year now, I try and hang in there, but I just don't know anymore other than to believe that the rules mean nothing and only in play when one feels inclined to use them and towards whom they feel to use them. I've seen lesser infractions punished and been on the end of the stick myself there. CV is a part of my heart, it hurts when it's poisoned. I don't need to be some users abuse doll here, and neither do any of you. I can't actually comprehend why and of you still stand for it. Call me extreme if you wish or not as strong as yourself, but a year plus now? This site used to never cater to this kind of nonsense, it was beautiful. Some of you sadly by standing by this relegate something else to me as well. That despite how lovely you are and adored by me, there's an outside chance you may agree with those kinds of intolerant opinions just by the way no one says a thing. Personally, I already went through one sadistic abusive drunk ripping me apart in my life and having everyone excuse him and act like nothing was going, I don't plan on taking that ride over again. So when I suddenly log out and vanish like the wind, please excuse me as I have my reasons.

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