"...has no substance to it. Like all you do is sit at you computer and dick around, looking at comics or god knows what else.
Not really doing anything in your life, just wasting it.
I'm not really depressed, just incredibly bored with everything in life, and I lack the willpower to change it.
I figured I'd post this here, at a Comic book forum, because as history shows, comic book fans don't always live the happiest lives.
What do you do when you lose hope in everything? How do you pull yourself out of a funk? How do you make up for lost time, when you could have bonded with your mother, but instead you decided to play video games, and you two sat in different rooms, glued to different screens. "
Awhile back, I found myself in a similar position as you. I was pretty much going through the motions of my life, not really enjoying anything and not feeling like much could be done about it. I know you say your not depressed, but that's what it sounds like. It happens, I know I was. And I didn't have much hope for things to change, but at the urging of my wife, I did. Sometimes it helps to talk to someone, ask for help. I didn't feel think doing anything, including reading comics(which is my main outlet/escape from everything). Make a goal for yourself, if there is something you want to do in life, work towards that. If yor find yourself bored with what you normally do, try something new, mix it up. As, for your relationship with your mother, talk to her, see what happens. If all goes well, great, if not, then you will know you made the attempt and won't spend your life wondering about it. Be well.