Disclaimer: For those of you reading this RIGHT NOW, The following vent is for an amount of the people that I met in real life, not on the internet. For the people I'm referring to that ever stumble upon this, you know who you are. Also, this was intended to be on the Venting Thread.

Dear haters, backstabbers, cheaters, Bulls*&t Island residents and other people of that criteria,

I am just trying to forge and strengthen bonds of people that I feel comfortable with (and also trying to get in a relationship with a gal), but by your looks and reactions when we converse, it looks like some of you went and already revealed your real feelings about me without even noticing. A few examples: One of you claim me to be just "a school friend", but when I saw that you hesitated to even introduce me to your best friend and shrugged a confession of mine off, I knew that you put me in the back burner. One or two of you lot even announced in front of me that you constantly cheat in your relationships (a surefire way to end up in my "Go straight to Hell" list BTW) and even acted and looked at me like I was a space alien at the very same party that you invited me to. You're lucky I'm not the one that snitched on you to the cops and ruined the shebang a while later.

And to the rest of you that played me like a fool, pushed your religious views on me (including family), and to the family members that even had the nerve to tell me that I have no ounce of respectability, let me ask you these: How are you going to criticize me about the respect, views, trust and worth that I earned all by myself when you showed me that you hardly had any to even begin with!? Why did you even have the nerve to outright call me a scrub when I never even spoke a word to you!? If you know that you're holding me back from being an independent person, why are you still doing it for your own selfish reasons!? Why does it feel like you're masking your selfishness and ignorance when you say that you're "protecting me"? Why even bother trying to get me angry and not even expect for me to calm down before I do something I'll regret like you wanted? Why do you think that my autistic fits that were clearly triggered by you cannot be controlled when I'm with someone outside of my family? Why does it feel like I'm being manipulated when you're trying to teach me anything and why isn't it of no value?

I know none of you even intend to answer these things, so I have these words to deliver to you lot instead: Family members involved: You're missing out on someone that wanted to share everything with you for treating me like a robot with no thought process. Friends/Aquaintences involved: You missed out on someone who could've helped you become a better person, even if it was just to have fun. You all can go eat a plate of dung beetles and f%$k the F$#K off!

Sincerely, James.

P.S.: Don't let the door hit your ash on the way out.

/vent