The air was thick with the smell of melted asphalt. There was an unusual heat settled within a confined space, the space of this abandoned city of Centralia, Pennsylvania. I've come here for the only thing that I have come to love in this life, my privacy. Seems as if the whole world has something against me. It's like...I try and I try and I try, and nothing. If the result is good, nothing. It's what I am to everyone...Nothing. No one banishes me, no one invites me. I'm just a thing to ignore and completely pretend not to exist.
I'm at the point now, where silence and my own psyche are my best friends. They provide me with chatter, and comfort. Centralia has an alluring presence about it, stories of poltergiest activity, and the very real inferno that blazes constantly below my very feet.
Looking around I see the homes and buildings that used to be inhabited by people. I walk down the streets, filled with empty cars and litter, overgrown grass and shrubbery. The red and beige of the rows of townhouses remind me of my hometown, but the placidity of this place is the antithesis of the bustling small township of Alexandria. It's been years since anyone had seen this place, and it was the perfect place for me. I wipe a few of the whitened hairs away from my face, as I come upon the door of an empty townhouse. It's locked...Why take the time to lock it? I ask myself. With the simple swish of my hand black vapor seep into the maplewood door, and it is gone. Immediately, I know why the door had been locked. The beauty, preserved in time. Every little thing in this home was astonishing. There were paintings, classic and abstract, the furniture was embroidered with brass filigree. But it smelled of oldness. The owners must have locked the door, because they thought they would be able to come back, to go back to normal.
I laughed on the inside at the thought of normalcy. Things like what happened here, are the iconoclast of normal. I sit down, conjuring up a few bites to eat, and notice a pendulum by the window. I push it and, listen to the monotonous click as it swings back and forth.
It's then that I sit and ponder, all the things that I've done, and how I've changed. My will used to be for that of good, but now I do things strictly for survival. Just last week, I killed a man to use his blood in a ritual. I would have resisted before, but it was all I could do to stop myself from crying in glee when I slit his throat. His last words were, "you'll pay for this" or at least that't what I assume. He died before he could finish the "For this" part.
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