I'm so sick of the arguing and fighting. I leave for one goddamn week to have fun and the two most significant people in my life stop talking, again!
It's so frustrating, it's just like, if I leave, will it stop the problem? I was the whole reason the fight started, I just want to leave and never come back. Or have amends be made and the feud forgotten.
I just don't now what to do, I'm 13, 221 pounds, black, it's like life said f*ck you.
Sometimes, I wish I was dead. It'd be much better than living in this hellhole.