I recently separated from my girlfriend about two months ago. She was and still is the only girl I ever loved. Even though we come from a place where intolerance to love is not uncommon, we persevered. Pressure from parents and teachers couldn't stop us and day-by-day we came closer together. We sometimes argued, and even though we had our differences, we loved each other and were happy together.
After about a year-and-a-half of our relationship, she was sent to boarding school. That didn't stop us. We still talked almost everyday, e-mailed and skyped each other everyday. But she went through a lot in that school. She didn't grow up in such restriction and as a result her academic performance went down. And on top of that, we started fighting almost everyday. And then one night, I said some things that I really shouldn't have. She was extremely dedicated to me and I doubted her dedication. I made a terrible mistake. The next day, she told me that she is at a point in her life where she doesn't know what to do. She said that she doesn't want to lose me but she needs time and space to think.
That's when things started going downhill. I should have given her space but I got scared and started calling her everyday to apologize and ask her to give me another chance. That only served to aggravate and irritate her and she said that she couldn't do this anymore. I was devastated and left her alone. But after about 2-3 weeks, a mutual friend of ours tried to bring us back together and initially she agreed and said that she loves me still. But now, she gets irritated just by hearing my name. She started to resent me and I asked him to lay off.
Is it too late for me to get back with her? I really love her and promised her a long time back that I would never give up on her. I always did put her happiness above mine. Do I still have hope?