Earlier today, around 1-2 pm, I found out that my uncle had passed away. Thanks to everybody who prayed for him in his last hours. Hopefully he's in a better place, along with the other relatives I've lost over the years.
@Necrotic_Lycanthrope: I've lost may family member every year, and each time the pain gets worse, At one point I couldn't even bring myself to go to the funeral, I eventually went, but it was an emotional struggle. In the end all the living loved one say
"They are in heaven smiling down at you, and all they want is for you to be happy on Earth, The saddest pain in Heaven is watching us down here cry"
I haven't been to a funeral since my grandpa passed a little over 2-3 years ago. But the worst was when my grandma died; I wasn't able to see her at the end because she lived in Europe.
However, that didn't stop my friends from hassling me for weeks afterwards.
But I feel horrible about your family; I've lost members, but nowhere near at the scale you have.