I honestly want a response from Saren or SC

I tried PMing you, but you wouldn't answer. It's been a year and you still won't answer, so let me explain myself here and now.

You know who I am, and I read that post you made SC about me bullying other users and playing the victim. I gave myself a year to cool down, because I blame myself for a violent negative reaction to you guys for my banning. Let me start off with the geists were never here to bully people. I'm sorry for anyone I did bully, and although I strongly disagree with you blaming everything on me, I realize that I did act negatively to people who insulted me. I'm not going to be playing the victim card here, so I'm not going to call you "mean" or "unfair" or anything like that, because I see a reason behind your actions.

When I formed the geists, it was because Jokergeist got a ban, and a user called Pokergeist popped up. I thought it was kinda funny, so I made a Geist alt. We pm'd each other and joked about a "Geist invasion". People began to take us seriously about it though, and yes, I do see that constantly speaking about invading was harassment, but it wasn't intentional at the time. We got a negative image thanks to people calling us alts or trolls, and it changed our attitude to a more angery attitude. I do not regret forming the geists, I do not recruit anything I did with them, except harass people. Like I said, I felt like we were public enemy number 1, and I failed to see that we were causing the harassment.

Like I said, I'm not playing victim or anything, but I'm just trying to explain to you in a calmer attitude. My official reason for my account getting banned was ban raiding a user. I feel that my actions before that caused you to react the way you did, but when a user is constantly saying "I flagged your post" after every single damn post you make, it makes you want to flag them. That argument itself is what I feel caused me to go over the edge and turn nasty to you mods. Because to this day, I consider myself to be in the right with that user. Like I said, I'm not playing victim, but in that one certain argument, I genuely do consider myself the victim, because a fellow Geist made a post about something that had nothing to do with anything offensive, and this new user comes in and starts calling us trolls and stuff. I come in explaining that we are not, but I was the one who got banned. Did I react to harsh? If you banned me, probably yes. I should have handled the situation better, and just ignored him. As for the ban raiding, I sincerely had no idea it was against the rules. I was just annoyed with him flagging me.

So all in all, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for calling you a villain Saren, the whole wiki thing was more of a joke. I'm sorry for harassing users, I'm sorry for getting pissed at getting a perma ban, and I'm sorry for ban raiding, trying to invade, and just about everything. Although I fail to see some of the extreme bullying you blame on me, I now realize that I in fact was harassing users with just the whole Geist thing.

Basically what I'm asking for is my old account back, without the name being changed. I am also asking for my friend Jokergeist's account back, because I was the mastermind behind it all, not him. As for the whole walking dead wiki thing, I did not participate in that. If you think I will reform the geists, I won't. I even pm'd some of the old members, and no one is interested. I did reform a new Geist clan over on the app iFunny, but we just ban raid porn or spam accounts to help make it cleaner. If we wanted to "invade" or cause trouble to Comic Vine, I sure as hell wouldn't need my main account back, and we would have done it a long time ago.

Please, respond or PM me. Don't ban this account. Talk to me. Like those other geists you gave second chances to, I want a second chance. I want to be in good terms with you guys, and not hate Comic Vine because during my time here as a respected user, I liked the community.

If you are a different mod, this is for SC or Saren only. Please have them respond.

And here we go...

Pilasy:La Voix d'un homme

If I wanted to cause chaos, I would do it with smaller accounts. This proves that I am indeed not a troll, but someone who just wants their posts back

@saren: @sc:

Reward his patience please.

Beata

Internet groups are dum.

@darling_luna:

That's why I'm done trying to re form the geists

*Small crowd forms awaiting result*

@spidey_jackson:

Thank you good sir

Let see where this thread goes

@yoker: Hello. Do you mean you sent myself a PM recently, like in the last ten months? I have received no such PM from you. You may try sending it again. I can not speak for Saren, but I presume if I didn't get one, he didn't either. If you send a PM I will definitely reply, in fact I will send you a PM, and you can reply as you desire, just so I know I actually am in the PM.

I won't address everything you write here, because (another moderator locked the thread, and rightfully so) because it basically means I get the final word, when its better for both of us to get the opportunity to disagree, have our own interpretation. Like I know the Geists didn't exist to bully users, I was friends with many of the users before they were Geists, while they were Geists and post-Geists. I also defended the spirit of the group on many occasions. So we agree there, but I never blamed everything on you. So we disagree there. So potentially you could give reasons for why you feel that way, and then I can explain why as my own person I am the best authority on where I do and do not place responsibility, but ultimately its a conversation that does not belong on the website, even in Off Topic. Its more appropriate for PM. Less drama that way.

So I will send you a PM, you can reiterate anything from this message here there, even if you want to copy and paste it. Its great to see you take responsibility and be willing to apologize as well by the way. Great stuff. Oh and if you want other users in that PM feel free to add them, but only users that should be there and users you trust.

If any other user has questions, confusion, worries, can feel free to PM myself or another moderator as well. Take care everyone.