I'm not trying to be on my pity pot but it seems like lately I just don't have drive for the same things like I used to. For example, sitting down at the end of a long day with my acoustic guitar and playing until I fell asleep was about the most meditative, peaceful activity possible. Even art; I can't sit and just churn out drawings the way I used to and be happy. It's like I've hit roadblocks with everything. I still find solace in novels and comics but in my own creations; I just can't. life can start to feel pretty dull when you feel like you can't contribute anymore. I thought one day I'd start a band again in college or get on board with some form of art project, but none it is shaping up like I thought.
CV, Tell me I'm not the only 19 year old that has no goddam idea what I want to do with my life.